Diary
Thursday, October 23, 2008
Today ii was rather pissed-off due to my parents ! Just quarrel with them early in the morning~ argh ! Get away from me lahh.. You got nothing better to do is it ? Early in the morning come nag at me.. Wtf lahh.. -.-0kays, want to kn0w what happens ? Is about my decision at ite next year.. Kkaes.. first thing first , ii have got a course in my mind which ii wanted to take up and ii feel that ii may do very well in it.. But it's at ang mo kio ! But that parents of mine don't allow me to go so far.. I understand why you don't let me go so far coz you scared ii will need to wake up so damn early to gotta sch and you scared ii can't get up right and also you scared ii may turn bad or get bully by other people.. I understand that.. I also scared w0rz , don't say you lahh.. But since ii dun mind why you care me so much ? Is my path and my decisions mah.. Can't you let me be ? I know what i'm doing alrights ? Don't worry.. And you only want me to gotta simei ite.. But please lahh.. The courses there is so few and most of them is ii dun really like lorr.. Like engineering , electronics blah blah blah lahh.. Is like all business de. Can't ii have other choices ? I dun think you understand what i'm thinking lorr.. But ii know what you're thinking.. You thought that every campus have all the same courses.. But its wrong lorr.. You think like secondary sch meh every subjects all put so nice for you want arh ! Go die lahh.. If like that why ii still need to go so far ? You think ii like to travel so far meh.. Waste my energy and bus fare nia.. I also want go simei lorr.. Their campus there is so big and their facilities is so beautiful whereas the west side all so far, so small, so old you think ii want it ? I also got no choice what . Coz most of the subjects is located at the west . You know why all in the west anot ? I bet you doesn't know that.. So now i'm telling you.. Coz the place they having lesson is much much more bigger examples culinary, they need a kitchen so that they can do their things but simei already have alot of things, there have no space to put all the courses inside . Is impossible.. You did not know that ! So dun talk craps kkaes ? But what most important is ii have confidence that ii will do very well in the courses.. Don't you want me to do well ? You see arh.. If ii gotta the courses ii dun like do you think ii will be able to do well ? No , ii will not ! Coz ii have no interest how to do well ? I can't be forcing myself to do well right ? No interest means no interest.. So dun force me unless you want me to retain or what lah den ii nothing to say.. But its so selfish of you.. You're just being unreasonable.. You only see simei campus the facilities is good and you want me to go there. You nvr even see what courses they have.. Even the lecturer says "If you really got interest in it just go, distance is not a matter". And you keep saying later ii regret how ? 0kays.. but if ii nvr try how you know ii would regret ? I tell you, ii won't regret de coz its the course ii want. Even if ii regretted ii will also try.. Better den you force me to a course ii dun wan.. I tell you arh, ii will sure regret wan lorr and won't even try.. But ii tell you the more you dun let me go, the more ii wanted to go.. Coz it's my future not yours !!! Rmbr that ! You don't understand me at all.. My readers.. Sorry for that !Kkaes , gotta calm down !Byes ~Before that, ii got 3 words for you....ihateyouihateyouihateyouihateyouihateyouihateyouihateyouihateyouihateyouihateyouihateyouihateyouihateyouihateyouihateyouihateyouihateyouihateyouihateyouihateyouihateyouihateyouihateyouihateyouihateyouihateyouihateyouihateyouihateyouihateyouihateyouihateyouihateyou !!! NOT REFERRING TO YOU GUYS !!! :D